I cleaned the inside of our refrigerator.
It was GROSS! No...it was beyond gross. It was DISGUSTING! No...it was beyond disgusting. It was DESPICABLE! No...it was beyond despicable. It was...ARGH!!!!!GRRRR!!!!UGHHH!!!! (I'm growling from my gut with my arms straight by my side, hands balled into fists, body rigid and trembling...get the picture?)
It was one of those jobs that, once begun, grew and GrEw and GREW. As I took out the shelves to wash, I saw the drawers needed to be cleaned, and when I removed the drawers what was waiting underneath probably contained enough penicillin to cure the bubonic plague. I found sticky stuff...crumbly stuff...hard and fast stuff...petrified stuff...it was the biggest science experiment ever!
Once I completed the task...after much scraping, scrubbing, scouring...and scolding myself for procrastinating once again...I was spellbound by the pristine, spotless, unstained interior of said appliance. I really don't want to go grocery shopping because I don't want to mess it up! But, I don't think my sweet husband will go for that. For some reason, he likes to find more than milk and lemon juice when he opens the refrigerator door!
Warning: You might need your sunglasses to be able to look directly at this photo.
As I stood back and enjoyed the fruit of my labor...and shut the door only to open it again to gaze upon the beautiful white walls and glistening glass...three or four times (it doesn't take much to amuse me)...the thought crossed my mind, "Because of the cross, this is how God sees me."
Before God saved me, He couldn't even look on my heart because it was so tainted and marred by sin. And my sin is a lot like the stuff I scraped out of my refrigerator...crusty and petrified, sticky and smarmy...but, with no medicinal value. ...only death and destruction.
I'm reading a book, Jesus, Keep Me Near The Cross, that is an anthology designed to "lead you into an experience of Christ's passion." It's a wonderful preparation as we approach Easter.
Today my reading was by Alistair Begg. It was about sinless Jesus being made sin on behalf of sinful me.
Ponder this...
"Jesus is our high priest, but what kind of priest is this who becomes the sacrifice? Priests offer sacrifices - but this priest is the sacrifice. This priest lays himself on the altar. You see, Jesus dies for sin - not for his own sin. He had no sin. He was in every sense made sin for us. He became all of our rebellion, all of our lying, all of our cheating, all of our adultery, all of our filth, all of our ugliness. He became all of that on the cross. Otherwise, how could God crucify his Son? It wasn't that Jesus simply stepped up and said, 'I'll do this for you.' It is that Jesus became the very embodiment of all that sin is...He was made sin for us - not that He was made a sinner for us - but made sin for us...
"And when I think that God, his Son not sparing, sent Him to die, I scarce can take it in,
That on the cross, my burden gladly bearing, He bled and died to take away my sin."
He goes to the garbage heap for all my garbage. He goes to the cross for all my rebellion, for all my filthy thoughts, all my selfish preoccupation, all my pride, all my self-aggrandizement.
"Bearing shame and scoffing rude
In my place condemned He stood."
There is no story in all of human history like this. There is no notion in all religions of the world that comes close to touching this. This is imponderable, mysterious, majestic, glorious. This is all about God and the wonder of His grace...
When the lights come on for the disciples after the resurrection, they realize that in the cross Jesus was substituting Himself for us, changing places with us, taking the guilt of our sin to Himself, accepting divine judgment that is justly and rightly against us...
How can a just God pardon sinners? Only because all of our sin was transferred to Christ. This lays the ax at the roots of every religious person's endeavors to make himself acceptable to God by trying harder, attending more, praying more intensely - as if by some mechanism, we might be able to tip the scales in our favor.
God pardons sinners even though they have sinned and sinned and deserve only condemnation. And if He didn't, we would be forever excluded from His presence... Here's the gospel in a phrase. Because Christ died for us, those who trust Him may know that their guilt has been pardoned once and for all."
I'm reading a book, Jesus, Keep Me Near The Cross, that is an anthology designed to "lead you into an experience of Christ's passion." It's a wonderful preparation as we approach Easter.
Today my reading was by Alistair Begg. It was about sinless Jesus being made sin on behalf of sinful me.
Ponder this...
"Jesus is our high priest, but what kind of priest is this who becomes the sacrifice? Priests offer sacrifices - but this priest is the sacrifice. This priest lays himself on the altar. You see, Jesus dies for sin - not for his own sin. He had no sin. He was in every sense made sin for us. He became all of our rebellion, all of our lying, all of our cheating, all of our adultery, all of our filth, all of our ugliness. He became all of that on the cross. Otherwise, how could God crucify his Son? It wasn't that Jesus simply stepped up and said, 'I'll do this for you.' It is that Jesus became the very embodiment of all that sin is...He was made sin for us - not that He was made a sinner for us - but made sin for us...
"And when I think that God, his Son not sparing, sent Him to die, I scarce can take it in,
That on the cross, my burden gladly bearing, He bled and died to take away my sin."
He goes to the garbage heap for all my garbage. He goes to the cross for all my rebellion, for all my filthy thoughts, all my selfish preoccupation, all my pride, all my self-aggrandizement.
"Bearing shame and scoffing rude
In my place condemned He stood."
There is no story in all of human history like this. There is no notion in all religions of the world that comes close to touching this. This is imponderable, mysterious, majestic, glorious. This is all about God and the wonder of His grace...
When the lights come on for the disciples after the resurrection, they realize that in the cross Jesus was substituting Himself for us, changing places with us, taking the guilt of our sin to Himself, accepting divine judgment that is justly and rightly against us...
How can a just God pardon sinners? Only because all of our sin was transferred to Christ. This lays the ax at the roots of every religious person's endeavors to make himself acceptable to God by trying harder, attending more, praying more intensely - as if by some mechanism, we might be able to tip the scales in our favor.
God pardons sinners even though they have sinned and sinned and deserve only condemnation. And if He didn't, we would be forever excluded from His presence... Here's the gospel in a phrase. Because Christ died for us, those who trust Him may know that their guilt has been pardoned once and for all."
So...Jesus Christ became all the muck...all the crusty, petrified, sticky, smarmy muck in my heart and in exchange He has "according to His great mercy, caused [me] to be born again to a living hope..." (1 Peter 1:3)..."[given me] a new heart and put a new spirit in [me]; [He has removed] from [me my] heart of stone and [given me] a heart of flesh..." (Ezekiel 36:26) ..."rescued [me] from the dominion of darkness and brought [me] into the Kingdom of the Son He loves, in whom [I] have redemption, the forgiveness of sins..." (Colossians 1:13-14)
It served as such a good reminder...I think I'll be cleaning the ol' refrigerator a little more often!!























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